Yesterday was H's 4th birthday. How time flies........I remember holding her in my arms when she was just 2 weeks old. A new wonderful life was born and a very trying time for me. And I remember how I tried very hard to keep my emotions in check but I guess it showed too clearly. In some ways, I have yet to make peace with what happened. The pain is still there. But I also realized that it is fading away. Slowly but surely. Insyallah.
